I'm slowly, over the past few weeks, started to get disgusted with the fact that I am a slave to consumerism. I love having the latest designer denim, $2,000+ handbags, a $5,000 watch.. But why? What's the point really? I love all of my purchases, but sometimes I wonder why I spend so much money on these things. It's not like I can take them with me when I die. It just seems so selfish of me to be thinking only of myself when there are so many less fortunate that can barely afford to put dinner on the table. I'm only 18, I don't need any of this.
I'm not going to say I will never step foot in a designer boutique again. As a matter of fact, I just bought a brand new laptop yesterday (see previous post). My pacing will just be different. Only expensive purchases for special occasions, not "just because".
I think sometimes we get caught up with the idea of keeping up with the Jones's. It's really silly when you take the time to think over it. I have more than enough clothes (3 closet's worth), jewelry, and purses to last a lifetime. I think I'm just dabbling in so much excess that it's started to disgust me. When did I become so obsessed with THINGS?
I cleaned out about 5 big shopping bags full of clothes recently, and I can't wait to donate them and get them out of my room and out of my life. I'm trying to nail down the idea that life is about more than just a stupid purse with a logo on it. I'll always love my designer swag, but with the prices, it's something I'll have to buy a lot less compulsively than before.
I'm trying to just be content with what I have, because trust me, I have so much. My thirst for things has been insatiable the past few months, and I'm honestly not sure why that is. I guess shopping provides a temporary burst of happiness for people like me. Obviously, the key word is temporary, which is why people like me are always shopping to replace the "high".
I need to just avoid malls and stores period!
I'm not going to say I will never step foot in a designer boutique again. As a matter of fact, I just bought a brand new laptop yesterday (see previous post). My pacing will just be different. Only expensive purchases for special occasions, not "just because".
I think sometimes we get caught up with the idea of keeping up with the Jones's. It's really silly when you take the time to think over it. I have more than enough clothes (3 closet's worth), jewelry, and purses to last a lifetime. I think I'm just dabbling in so much excess that it's started to disgust me. When did I become so obsessed with THINGS?
I cleaned out about 5 big shopping bags full of clothes recently, and I can't wait to donate them and get them out of my room and out of my life. I'm trying to nail down the idea that life is about more than just a stupid purse with a logo on it. I'll always love my designer swag, but with the prices, it's something I'll have to buy a lot less compulsively than before.
I'm trying to just be content with what I have, because trust me, I have so much. My thirst for things has been insatiable the past few months, and I'm honestly not sure why that is. I guess shopping provides a temporary burst of happiness for people like me. Obviously, the key word is temporary, which is why people like me are always shopping to replace the "high".
I need to just avoid malls and stores period!

